While waiting for sweetheart to call me..i shall type in my entry.. been bz with our projects..n stuffs..jus came bck frm eastpt..gt my project stuffs..my Onco phase test will be on nxt wednesdae n my BCLS will be on nxt thurs n fri..arrrgh...prettie nervous..nxt week will be our crucial week..loads of project nd to be submitted n yet wif ol e phase test n BCLS...i cant afford to gt sick..but Nw,...am having this Flu!!!...hasnt been feelin too well this week...jus feel like shutting off...with my moodswings...i gt easily pissed n careless abt everything...pre menstrual i guess...tho i manage to control my moodswings wif my circle of frens yet i jus cant wen it comes to my baby..i easily vent out my anger..guilt surrounds me..am so sorry honey..thanchew for being so patient tru out this 3yrs...been alwaes thinking that am not gd enuf for u...Butttt...loike wat u alwaes say.." I chose to be wif you..n i love u sincerely.." You are my hubby wif a noble heart..

Really appreciate e Gift that Allah has been giving me..blessed wif wonderful PA..sis,mum, n YOU..ur presence change my life..u conquer my heart..giving me strength to move on despite facing e obstacles..I noe i have been e Sensitive one..cant bare seein you keep on hurting by me.. eventho u said "no matter how much u hurt me, I Still Love You Syg..n I will nvr ever give up on our Love cos I believe that You are e Only one for me..N i will nvr let u go easily"... sitting rite infront of my desktop typing this entry..make me reflect on myself..its best to blame myslf first den otrs..cos i have my own flaws.. no one is perfect...n every individual has their own way of showing their love for their loved ones..I believe no relationshp has a smooth flawless journey..encountering problems, conflicts, taught me to be more mature in life..No one will gt whatever they want ..u cant have it ol in one time..u need sacrifices..I believe in e phrase "No pain,No gain"...

Dear, let me be ur Princess of Love...ur perseverance in this relationshp has knock some sense into me,,...u cant afford to handle this relationshp ol alone..i must play my part...Grip my hands tite honey cos i afraid i mite gt lost again...Thanchew for e sacrifice, patience and most of Ol....An EVERLASTING LOVE..i love u dearly sweetheart...i shall alwaes be ur one n only *stinky winky* promise u! huggies n muah....

ps:can anyone bring me to US!!!..i wana go to e Victoria's Secret Boutique..I wana buy e Fragrance!!!! n e top....pleaseeeee...

kimmy n yaty in love