These few daes I was so stressd up wif some situations tat out of my control...Actually Hafiz n Rahim booked me on e 11thh of May 2007 to celebrate my advance bdae..

Hafiz told askd me tat wud i be mind if he were to bring his bestfren.I replied of cos Not...i dun mind...den i askd him will u be mind if i bring hakim along ..den he said- I dun mind...

Shalalala...den i told hakim abt e plan n we both agreed..den suddenly on Mondae i guess, hafiz msg sayin tat Rahim n Hafiz calling the meetin OFF.. i was sooooooo disappointed..cos i was advancely bookd by dem weeks ago...

I told hakim abt it..n Hakim said-its ok hunns..we can jus go out rite..the two of US aftr ur wrk ok..i will make e plans fer You..

Ouhkay ..i said...slowly he pacified me wif his sweet words...actually deep inside me i was deeply hurt....Such a Big disappointment...

Then on Thursdae nite which is 10th of May Rahim msgd me to call him..

I called him while on my way to have my late dinner at KFC..

Rahim said-you noe why we called the meetin off??...

Yaty-dono you ol..padahal i was advancely bookd sey..

Rahim-actually me n hafiz nt quite to agree for you bringin hakim along..

Yaty-Huh??why?..u ol noe him sey..

Rahim-we noe hw much he means to you..bt yaty ol these while wen we celebratin hafiz bdae pun he didnt bring his gf per..

Yaty-i wont be askin hakim along IF hafiz didnt tell me tat he will b bringin his bestfren per..

yaty-so nw is it my fault?

Rahim-ya i noe i scolded hafiz already fer tellin u tat he will b bringin his fren...

yaty-why cant i jus bring him sey

Rahim-its nt tat u cant..n its nt tat we dun like him bt hus afraid tat we mit nt be ourselves sey yaty...

Yaty-(Speechless)

Yaty-Aim i will call u back once am done wif my dinner aite?

Rahim-oukay..i will be havin my prac k anythin i will msg u ltr..bt i jus wan u to think if we can go out tmr...e 3 of US...

Yaty-bt hakim already make plans fer ME...hw sey...

Rahim...think ok..bye

yaty-bye...

gt so confused..n i burst into tera while eatin at e KFC...i can simply cancel my plans wif kimmy...i nd to noe my priority...but yet i noe hw much my frens nd me to make e plan wrk out...i cried...

Hakim gt to noe abt it...n really upset over it...n he wans his plan to move on...n he wans me to noe who to prioritize...I was DEAD DILEMMA...

Rahim called me..

rahim-kakcik hw?

Yaty-am sorri i cant call it off e plans wif hakim furthermre u guys call it off not me..

rahim-(wif his disappointed voice)ok ok la..bye...

yaty-(feel bad...n kept quiet...)

yaty-Bye

the nxt dae rite aftr wrk...(11th MAY)meet up wif kimmy...we went to watch Wild Hogs at Vivo...the movie Superb..funny rabak..hehe...den i receivd a call frm rahim..askin am i in vivo...yup i said...n he wans to meet up wif me..awhile aje...hakim was so reluctant to let me off to meet dem...i noe he was so UPset...haiz...i beggd him to allow me to..n finally he say yes..ol fer you baby bt Awhile aje cos we will b havon dinner somewhere,..ouhkay i said...I rush up to Long John Silver n called rahim am here wherecha at?.......he said...jap eh...kite nga lari nie...i waited fer quite sometime,...n here dey cum rushing wif a Big Toys'rus Plastic bag n a flower...

Rahim-wheres hakim?

HAfiz-ya we nd to see him

yaty-he somewhere in vivo.

rahim-this flower is fer him am truly sorry

I brought rahim n hafiz to meet wif hakim...hakim look pissed..

Rahim-fathul sorry...this is fer you...yaty can keep this flower fer you...

hafiz..-sorry hakim

Hakim-smilin jek

yaty-B come on,...they r truly sorry ...

hakim-ok...den come b we suppose to have our dinner..he hold my hands tite...n off we go...

I turn arnd n saw tat hafiz n rahim walkin slowly in our opposite direction i shed my tears,...

In e train rahim msg...We miss you alot kakcik n u mean so much to US..

the more i feel like cryin.

rahim msg-am sorry fer makin this meetin an unsuccessful one..am so regret..

Hafiz msg-its e first time i saw Rahim cried aftr e both of u walk away...

he really cried Yaty..

Arrrrghhh i felt sooo bad....crushed!!!!!!!!!

During my dinner wif hakim i explained everythin e reason n y...den he felt slightly beta,...he jus nd e time to heal the sorrows...i undstan dear...thanchew fer e dinner hunney..

btw to my dearest bestfren-(Hafiz n Rahim)

thanchew so much fer e BIG prezzie...i love e Flower too...eventho i cant open it till May 15...i jus wanna tell u guys tat i really TREASURE tis frenship...maybe tat 11may wasnt meant to be,...i Cherish every single craziest moments wif u guys...Strong FRIENDSHIP-2yrs n still counting rite?All e very Best wishes fer ur upcomink National service ok...dun worry everythin will be fine me- u guys- n -hakim...Frenz forever-we've been tru e ups n dwns togeta...keep Hopldin on to this frenship as promised to our vows at e Seoul Garden...remember?Best wishes

kimmy n yaty in love